Wednesday, September 15, 2010

thoughts that ramble

It seems like my mind just wanders all over the place, but when I try to put in down, it never quite seems to come out right... I cannot type my thoughts at a pace to keep up with my brain.  my hands have gotten slower, I don't seem to be able to type as fast.  Ive noticed that when I try to play the games online, instead of getting faster, I seem to be slowing down.  Maybe I should mention that to my doctor tomorrow.

Took a shower, it hurt to wash my hair, but I did it anyway.

I just took my headache medicine...my head is pounding.  Hard to think, all I hear is constant sound in my head.   You know the sound that you hear at night in the country  when the cicadas are making their sound? that's what I hear all the time, sometimes loudly, sometimes softly.  When it's loud, I have to turn up the sound on the tv or I can't understand what is being said.  Maybe I need a hearing aid??   But then when the sound is soft, everything sounds so loud and makes my head hurt even more.   Don't know what to do.

I wonder what else is going to happen?  I try not to look for bad things to happen, but sometimes late at night, when I have trouble sleeping, I seem to have waking dreams and I don't like them.   All I can do is pray for serenity and ask that HIS will be done.

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